abstract . non sense .

have no idea what to write

is this means my life is so plain? flat?
boring?
don't think so

something is happening,but unethical to write it here
which also means it's private, even too private
and I'm not so sure this is what I want to have in my life
I want it for now
even that's the only thing in my head all the time
but can I live with it all my life?

am I gonna stay in this zone of uncertainty forever?
forever is too much drama
but if I don't make any progress?
okay, I'm doing betterment but if that person still stuck in this position?
what can I say?

please ...
open up your mind,
your heart
don't be too stubborn
change your mindset
try to do it
try your best

huff

do the best, and God will do the rest